Dear Journal,
Today was such a miserable day. I had to dog sit for six whole hours. I smell like squirrel poop and rat feces. I really need to take a shower; however, going to bed sounds much better. First I must take off my makeup that somehow got smeared and smudged during my dog siting hours. I have had a few thoughts tonight regarding who I am as a person. To be honest I am single and so sick of it. I want a man! A man who will take care of me and treat me with respect. What is it about me? Am I not pretty? Is it my height? Weight? Hair? I just don't get why no guy wants to date. It could be the fact that I proposed to Eddie on our second date. Forget Eddie. I am on the market, but nobody is checking me out. I really thought I saw a cute guy today. He was tall, like me and had a great tan. Turns out he has a wife. Of course... I think a new approach to the whole dating thing would help me find a man. I want to get up and grab my laptop but my burned out legs wont allow me to put pressure on them. I sit in bed in complete darkness and loneliness.
I get just enough energy to get up and grab my computer. Once I get back in bed I immediately grow anxious. I know what I need to do. Its obvious now. ONLINE DATING. It's perfect because the guy I find can't see me right away and therefor I have time to form a constructive conversation that isn't weird or quirky. In exhaustion of thinking I decide to shut my laptop and close my eyes, hoping when I wake up a cute guy is on one knee beside my bed. :)
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